Tuesday, February 23, 2010

performing live

I feel the need to do an American Idol recap every time it airs. I'm really sorry about this. I know some people are not as into it as i am. So just feel free to skip this post if you need to. I will still love you. ;)

Tonight was disappointing. And, ya know, that happens a lot if i'm remembering right - the first few live shows are never that great. You go on & on about how amazing they are & how this is the best season ever & then you get to Top 24 & you are a little let down.

Tonight i feel like the sound was off - & i don't mean just the singing. The singing wasn't mixed right with the band & the background vocals. The background vocals were too loud, the band was too soft, the contestant was somewhere in the middle. Some of them sounded TERRIBLE, but i'm telling you - when you are doing a live performance, if all those factors are into play, & you can't hear yourself in the monitors (which i highly suspect) & you are nervous as all get out - you are bound to not sound your best. Alicia Keys wouldn't sound her best in those circumstances. If you can't hear right, you can't sing right. It's not going to happen. I am not trying to make excuses for them - i just sometimes understand how they feel!

I hate to say some of the things I'm about to say, because i do NOT want to sound like i think i know it all. I don't. I do sing & i have sung on stage, live, a hundred or so times. I have led praise & worship in church a few times, but I sang backup a lot more. I have had solos in musicals. And i love to sing. I love to sing alto, mostly. I love to harmonize. If i sing a solo, I pick songs by Nichole Nordeman or Crystal Lewis. Their's are the ones i do best. If i were to go on American Idol, i would not try Mariah Carey, even though i adore her voice, there is no way i could match it (even if i almost can in my car!). I'd likely try Sarah Barreilles - & it wouldn't be her hit single! I don't know why they pick songs that are too big for them! And i agree with Simon - they are always picking songs that they think would get them to the next round... not the ones that reflect them most & that they sing best. It always bites them in the butt, too, because the best ones are always the ones that choose the right songs, that choose the songs that have meaning to them. It resonates with those who watch. Just singing isn't going to do it because there's not any authenticity to it. And it is not that hard to do (pick the right song, i mean. at least, it shouldn't be. I think they make it harder than it is).

I love when Brad plays the keyboards & i sing along. But if you heard me sing, i don't know that you would be like "WOW. SHE IS AMAZING." No one has ever said that to me. But i can sing correctly & i do give it all i've got. Unfortunately, my nerves VISIBLY mess with me. I get so nervous that you can HEAR it in my voice & see it in my shaky legs & the shaking microphone! HA! NOT when i do praise & worship. But when i do a solo or an audition.
I would never go on American Idol because I do not desire to be a singer. I want to be an ACTOR. That is my thing (even though i've been singing a lot longer). I don't desire to stand on a stage and entertain people as myself. I'd rather become a different character & explore that character - i come out of my shell on stage as another character. As myself, i sometimes get in a quiet little mood & not in the mood for company. HAHA - I would never want to do interviews & i'd often not be in the mood to go entertain a crowd. (Now a background vocal - THAT would be fun!)

ANYWAY. I don't know why i went into all that. & i hope it didn't sound braggy b/c i'm NOT a brilliant singer or anything! But i do want to be able to talk openly about my love of music & theatre. Tonight was a disappointing night on American Idol - but I just see more potential in some of those kids than what they are showing on that stage. I agree with the judges a lot - ESPECIALLY Kara.

The recap. My favorites, as always, are Lilly & Crystal. Lilly did AMAZING tonight. Crystal did well, but it was not her personal best, in my opinion. They are both refreshing because they are both ORIGINAL. And real. And, oh yeah, their vocals ROCK.

2 others I really enjoyed tonight were Katie & Siobhan. I didn't remember Siobhan at all. But she was great tonight. Katie, well, she's 16. She has a fantastic voice but you know 16 year olds... she kinda annoyed me. But she did not annoy me tonight. The judges thought the song was too old for her. I disagreed, but it was Michael Buble. I adore him & his music & i don't think of it as old. But yeah, it kind of is. I thought she did great with it!

Please forgive me if you loved Katelyn - i missed her song! =( My mom thought she was terrific! Two girls go home on Thursday. Who do I think it should be? Well, based on tonight - Lacey & Didi. But again, i could barely hear the band so a large part of it was the SOUND. It is hardly the singers fault that i couldn't hear the band! Ashley was my #1 favorite at the initial auditions but she was a bundle of nerves tonight! I hope the above 4 will stay (& think they will, except maybe Siobhan. She wowed me tonight, but i didn't remember her at ALL before that). Other than that - it will not bother me too much if any of them go home, except Ashley. I hope she gets another chance because i know she can do better than that!

Ok, so there is my very very long summary of tonight's show. If you're still here. ;)


  1. I hardly watch tv and american idol is one of those where I will go look it up on youtube if everyone and there mom says the performance was amazing..lol

    BUT! I do LOVE you describing it because I feel all clued in AND your feelings towards acting remind me SO MUCH of my fiance. Given, he is a PHENOMENAL (sp>?) singer. ~he did the whole american music ambassador tour through europe, show choir all three years of high school, top district/state singer...and yada yada yada..

    but her would MUCH RATHER be an actor

    he still wants to do voice over work SO BAD

    he actually went to college for a year on a singing scholarship (he didnt even have to audition!) and got to take acting classes (I cant remember which school but it was the same as the one kristen chenoweth went to in oklahoma... but he was too bust sleeping in and being tardy that he lost it all and had to come back here for some community college

    anyways WOW i just yapped your ear/well i guess face off..LOL


    but anyways I was just trying to let you know I UNDERSTAND YOU!!!

    haha :)

  2. i love your recap! and i seriously love Lilly. everything about her. but yea, the sound seemed way off tonight...weird.

  3. Oh my gosh, the sound was driving me crazy!!! It was sooooooo way off! I felt bad for all of the singers. I have also had sound issues before and it totally throws everything off and it rattles you. (it rattles me and I've never sang for all of America!!!) I can't imagine how hard that was for all of them.
    Anyway, I really like Lilly too. I missed a few, but I think hers was the best. I also liked Katie. I didn't think the song was too old for her and that aggravated me that they said that! I think it showed that she has a really powerful voice. The judges tick me off when they say stuff like that. If she acted 16 and sang a Hannah Montana song, they would have dogged her for that too!!! LOL

  4. Shayla - haha - you can go on & on about theatre or music to me anytime; i'm all ears! That is awesome what your fiancee enjoys. I would love to do voiceovers too; i do cartoon character voices all the time anyway! HAHA!

    mrs b - ME TOO! Lilly rocks!

    Ash - I know! I thought that too! I loove Michael Buble, maybe they mean the style but i thought she did a PERFECT job! & you're right, who wants to hear Hannah Montana! I don't think Katie is in danger of going home, though. =) & she had a great attitude about it! Loved her dress!

  5. Ok so I totally agree with you on the whole diappointing thing...and I could totally tell the band/back up singers/ or something was too loud because it was harder to hear the voices! I'm about to do an AI post! Come read it! :)


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